All The Beautiful Humans
I don’t believe that we can ever truly understand another human’s existence,
for to do this we must understand our own, and I don’t think we can truly do that either.
We are always far too concerned with the opinions of others
to allow ourselves the power to examine our own personal existence.
I believe that we all suffer from the inner knowledge that we each have
some great importance on this planet, in this time,
and that we must expose this knowledge in an outward, tangible way.
Yet few nurture this insight in an attempt to be respectful of, or in fear of, the others around us.
I know that I could extract all the facets of this insight and attempt to share it with the world,
yet to do so, I would have to deny all emotion to the world and people around me.
I know that my thoughts are far too developed at this time to coherently explain them,
but the core of my thoughts is that to explore and express my love for humanity,
I must neglect the humanity that I love so dearly, a journey within if you will.
I am constantly amazed at how much I enjoy my existence; menial by most accounts,
almost inconsequential yet I find extreme pleasure in it.
I think part of my great admiration for life is that it is truly your own to admire,
no one else can ever truly appreciate your existence,
being far too consumed and often overwhelmed, in the wonder of their own being.
I remember thinking when I was about nineteen years old, that if at the end of my life,
I knew just one person that it would be my greatest achievement.
To fully appreciate and understand the entirety of another would be the most wonderful of things.
I still hold true to that sentiment.
Perhaps the naiveté of my whole thought system is that we are all the same.
Perhaps I have created a divergence that does not exist.
Perhaps we all feel that we are so unique and complex that we could never really understand each other.
Wouldn’t it be sad if we all understood each other and only thought that we did not?
It would be either sad, or incredibly funny.
I still believe that there is an existence beyond this time we spend on earth,
so I know I will have an answer eventually,
I just think it would be nice to understand it while I’m here with all the other beautiful humans.